all i want for christmas is you

you're not alone
together we stand
i'll be by your side
you know I'll take your hand
when it gets cold
and it feels like the end
there's no place to go
you know I won't give in
no, I won't give in

keep holding on
cause you know we'll make it through
we'll make it through
just stay strong
cause you know I'm here for you
i'm here for you
there's nothing you can say
nothing you can do
there's no other way when it comes to the truth
so, keep holding on
cause you know we'll make it through
we'll make it through

so far away
i wish you were here
before it's too late
this could all disappear
before the door's closed
and it comes to an end
with you by my side
i will fight and defend

Hear me when I say
When I say I believe.
Nothing's gonna change
Nothing's gonna change destiny
Whatever's meant to be
Will work out perfectly

i miss you dear :(

just stay by me and never leave,

electric shocks on aching bones

i started work on friday.
my leg pain, back pain, arm pain and i never fail to reek of some smell from the kitchen. my dad insists on taking 20% of whatever im earning, for life tax. wtf. haha but its more fun than staying at home, with uber retarded people. :)

i love you so,
just look in these eyes
and they'll tell you where this could go.
i just want you to know.

just tell me, whatever song, i'll sing it.
cos i just want you back for good.
stay here, with me.
its a beautiful world, only when youre with me.


hey, listen.
we didnt really start off wiute the same,
when i lived in self denial,
in fear of the pain.
i already know, what you try to hide,
your feelings, your fears, and whats with you inside.
but i already found her, someone i grew to love.
her weakness, her failures, shes someone thats worth
all my cuts, all my pain, it doesn really matter
cos with her by me, i feel so much better.
i love her, like she understands
and i wouldn let her go, once i've held her hand.
you've seen my life, so tattered and torn
leave thelove, and i'll follow you on.

i'll miss you when you go for spain. ten days eh, no joke.
when you come back, youre all mine. :)

and i

this love is eternity
this love is just you and me
this love goes wherever you go,
and i'll follow through.

yesterday went out to heartland to get sweets for con camp, but we ended up coming up with stupid ideas. so nevermind. then! we went to ps, got the SWEETS, 'borrowed' wax to do my hair but apparently, it still looked the same! so nevermind! then went to but daniel's mum the uzap hahaha and we saw this girl advertising for shavers and her skirt was god damn short. hahaha funny guys! and i saw ness! :) mmm then i went to meet euge! :)) mmmm, and she ask me to eat so she can sit down! who's the lazy one! and feeding me mashpotato with chilli and veggies AINT VERY NICE! you just lucky i have a STRONG stomach, or else i stomach ache you DIE. but the feeding was nice ;)) hee! youre a sweet thing :) AND youre quite light, actually! :)

youre beautiful,
just the way you are.
and i love it all,
every line and every scar.
and i wish that i could make you see
that this is where you ought to be,
come down to me.

i miss you. :((

:)

Baby I love you and i'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we make can never be erase
And i promise you that you will never be replaced
Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we make can never be erase
And i promise you that you will never be replaced

I love you yes i do
I'll be with you as long as you want me too
Until the end of time
From the day I met you
I know we've be together
And now I know I wanna be with you forever
Thinking never compare to feel enough to kisses
I can say i'm truly happy to the same
You've made me think I'll die and live my life hesitate
There's never been no doubt in my mind
That i'll regret ever having you by my side
But if the day come that i'll have to let you go
I think that something I should probadly let you know
With everything that i spent with you
Then i will miss you cuz i'm happy that i have you at all

I feel for you yes i do
I'll be with you as long as you want me to
Until the end of time

sugar! much much

olevelss much over.
play time here.
i miss you much already. :\

you asked if such love exist, i tell you it does. and i will show it to you, and give you that kind of love. i want to give you that feeling of being loved and the happiness you have never felt before. then you will know how sweet and beautiful love really is.

RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
who in the world would ever put bio and elective geog papers on the same day?! cambridge does. AHHHHHHHHHH! omg, what were they thinking?! it's so HORRIBLE!
tuesday and wednesday were two absolutely disastrous days for me. because i had bio and elect geog papers today and its SO MUCH to cover. i'm glad its all over!
6 more days till the end o levels! but, results are coming out in 10weeks.


Honey why you calling me so late
It's kinda hard to talk right now
Honey why you crying is everything okay
I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud
Well, my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's funny that you're calling me tonight
And yes I've dreamt of you too
And does he know you're talking to me
Will it start a fight
No I don't think she has a clue
Well my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
Honey why you calling me so late

if you don mean it, then dont say it
dont say it for the sake of pleasing people
you may say such stuff, but you dont do or show what you say
your actions speak louder than your words
tell me how am i suppose to believe that?
just what are you up to?

make me fade; let me go free

today is officially the last day of combined assembly. TEN YEARS OVER NOW! okay and im old, well stelli, youre still older! one year to remind you. like small kid like that. farnie thing ;) hmmm, friday will com and go like any other day. but next thurs i have remedial. and tuition this sat. I NEED TO GET DOWN TO STUDYING NEXT WEEK i really do. and i need to cut down on texting. lovely :/ well, i prolly should right. argh, okay lit is boring with three hours of maths today. wish me luck. i'll prolly never be online again!

this's for you, you know who you are.
If I wrote you a symphony
Just to say how much you mean to me (what would you do)
If I told you you were beautiful
Would you date me on the regular (tell me would you?)
BAby, I've been around the world
But I ain't seen myself another girl (like you)

This ring represents my heart
There's just one thing I need from you (say I do)

[Bridge:]
I could see us holding hands
Running on the beach, our clothes in the sand
I can see us in the countryside
Sittin on the grass side by side
You could be my baby (be my baby)
Girl, you amaze me
Ain't gotta do nothin crazy
All I want you to do is be

My love (so don't give away)
My love (so don't give away)
My love (so don't give away)
Ain't no other woman that can take your spot

Now if I wrote you a love note
And made you sign every word I wrote
Would that make you want to change your scene
And be the one on my team (tell me would you?)
See, what's the point in waiting anymore
Girl, I never been more sure (baby, it's you)
This ring represents my heart
Ande verything I've been waiting for (just say it, I do)
Because

[Bridge:]
I could see us holding hands
Running on the beach, our clothes in the sand
I can see us in the countryside
Sittin on the grass side by side
You could be my baby (be my baby)
Girl, you amaze me
Ain't gotta do nothin crazy
All I want you to do is be

Shorty, cool as a fan
On the new once again
Still has fan from Peru to Japan
Listen baby, I don't wanna ruin your plan
If you got a man, try to lose him if you can
Cause your girl hands on fire
Wanna come kick it wit a stand up guy
You don't really wanna let the chance go by
Because you ain't been seen wit a man so fly
Left, right candle fly
Private, cause I handle mine
Call me candle guy, simply because I am on fire
Cancel my vacation so you can't deny
I'm patient, but I ain't gonna try
You don't come, I gonna die
Hold up, what you mean, you can't go why?
Me and you boyfriend ain't gonna fight
You say you wanna kick it, wanna get so high
Baby, you decide that I ain't your guy
Ain't goin lie, I feel your space
But forget your face, I swear I will
Same mark, same bullet anywhere I chill
Just bring wit me a pair, I will

[Bridge:]
I could see us holding hands
Running on the beach, our clothes in the sand
I can see us in the countryside
Sittin on the grass side by side
You could be my baby (be my baby)
Girl, you amaze me
Ain't gotta do nothin crazy
All I want you to do is be

[Chorus x2:]
My love (so don't give away)
My love (so don't give away)
My love (so don't give away)
Ain't no other woman that can take your spot.

i'll just wait for you
until you say you want me too.
you know you do.

to kill or be killed

i finally can sneak on the comp. checked out SA's open house, got a shoebag and funny things. and im supposed to be studying to get a bloody ten points to get into sa. shit. ima start bringing out my inner nerd. :/

okay, its just one week left to end of school and my ten years in stnicks will end there. with exams. boy will i miss this place. and even though the early part was not so well with after june, i still will miss it. much much. stress is bottling up. being sec four is not at all nice. problems start arising. getting caught in dilemas of the growing years. well thats been it for me the past five years. careful of your company. find your true friends quick. and be careful not to lose them ever. not for the world. you'll regret it, trust me. dont take paths of life that you'll regret. but if you do, learn from your mistake and dont repeat again. oh, try breaking a few rules, get the thrill going. life will be better. do it in school while you can, the price is not that expensive yet. thieving is bad. climb gates or run out of school or draw on the walls. cheap thrills.

i sound like some super uber knowledgeable person. hahaha ohwells, life's a journey. mistakes wont cost you much. just learn from them.

I set out on a narrow way many months ago
Hoping I would find true love along the broken road
But I got lost a time or two
Wiped my brow and kept pushing through
I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you

Every long lost dream led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

I think about the months I spent just passing through
I'd like to have the time I lost and give it back to you
But you just smile and take my hand
You've been there you understand
It's all part of a grander plan that is coming true

Every long lost dream led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

Now I’m just rollin’ home into my lover's arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road that led me straight to you

when will you finally get over your fear?
when will you finally say that youre mine?
when will i be fine?

its about two to three more weeks to the big o level exams, and there's bio prac next week! its our last day of school next friday too, then we will stay at home to mug for o's. OOOOOHHLALA! its so scary to think that o's are SO NEAR now. i used to think that o's are months away, but now its just a few days left!
oh tiong, you have to learn to work and write at a speed of light, or your marks are gonna fly away to heaven. aiyoo tiong, you are such a bad and lazy girl who refuses to study lit and practise doing mapwork which you sucked so much in. tskkk!